I am hooomesick

also I have a million things in my mind and can't think of one to say

lame

somebody say something

I'm not dead. Just getting over nasty nasty strepe :)

All better now.

So let's see what's been happening...

1. I like my new NM friends, we do fun stuff and hang out and tomorrow we're having sushi and then dressing up and going to the Sex and The City movie (woot!)

2. Me and Ryan (my friend in Afghanistan) having been talking consistently for 4 months and are thinking about dating in the future, we'll see after Italy

3. I am slooooowly getting over David, very...very..slowly

4.I am a little homesick :/

Well I promise to be better about being on this...

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Wowzas! Oh the power of prayer and where it gets you lol

So I woke up today in a foul mood due to a nasty text from D about how his new woman was everything I couldn't be (burn) so I went into the kitchen to cheer myself up with a tuna sandwich only to find myself breadless and this left me in an even worse mood. So here I am stomping around my house (sans pants, I just got out of bed) and I'm yelling about the damn bread to my poor mom and the phone rings and it's my friend Ryan in Afghanistan (the one who's taking me to Italy) so normally we only get to talk for 10 mintues but today we talked for an hour and I know it sounds cheesy but I smiled real big, and while I was on the phone my mom, because she is amazing went to the store and got bread lol.

Then I decided to stop being a baby and venture into the city and get myself a new book, so I get to the mall and walk around like a dingbat aimlessly and then walk to Barnes and Noble (this is where it gets good) so I'm walking and I hear someone go "excuse me where did you get that purse?" and so we talk and exchange names and numbers (Micheal and Pierce) and we're talking and my Italy trip comes up and some random 40 yr old  man pops up and says "I'm sorry did someone say they were going to Italy?" and so I say "uuuuh me?" and he goes off on this tangent about how old italian men are pranksters and then something about "Don't go near the hole in the winter" or something ridiculous like that. So me and my new friends say goodbye after we make plans to go to the movies at 10 and I go upstairs to find my book. I'm looking around and my friend Steve call's and is complaining about some girl being over that he doesn't like and I respond sarcastically with "Poor you why don't we trade and you can move here and know nobody and I'll go back to TX" so it's about then I notice some guy walking waaaay too close to me and he seems to be following me but I blow it off, well wouldn't you know the SECOND I get off the phone with Steve creep man says "I couldn't help but overhear your new blah blah blah" long story short he asks for my number and I panic and give it to him. Ugh lol I guess we'll wait and see if "Chris McCreeper" calls.

Moving on...

So I get home and Pierce and Micheal text to say that they are about to leave, give me directions and I'm off. We see 10,000 B.C and I snort while laughing in the movies in front of people I have never met before and embarass myself and after that we went to some place called frontier and one of their friends chugged syrup and then vomited lol

Now I am at home and just re-read an e-mail from Ryan which he signed "lets get lost in Rome,Ryan." And I'm thinking I'll put new sheets on my bed and eat a hot pocket and read my new book.

WHEW.

The moral of this is that I prayed last night for some relief from this constant heartbreak I've been feeling. Ask you shall receive. I may go thru some really hard times but there's a break in the storm every so often and for that I'm thankful.

Goodnight kids. I love you.